Oxford

I've been very quiet with blogging.... because it's all going into keeping up with a Post Grad year in Psychodynamic Studies at Oxford. The first year of training to become a qualified therapist if I decide to. So far, the most valuable thing about this year is the other students and a small experiential group on Wednesday evenings. I feel as if I don't know anything. I'm so lucky I can do this. I have challenges with concentration and getting through the academic work... even the travel, but so far I do seem to be getting through. And it has transformed my mental health having this to focus on and move life forwards. I’m exploring all the unconscious processes that might have got me here. Who knows, it might even lead me to a way out of CFS too. I've just handed in an assignment in time. I was shaking as I pressed the submit button. Physically I had a really challenging time in September but my body has been steadily avoiding any crashes so far.